A WHOLE LOT ▲BOUT WHAT?

The past weeks hasn't really been the busiest time of my life, one could say for sure. I've basically just been trying to kickstart my life all over again since being unemployed and broke really hasn't been working out for anybody I know of, so far in the history of mankind. So surprisingly enough, i'm no dispensation. Though things actually are starting to look a bit brighter, I can't stop my distracted little mind from thinking that somehow this could as well be a tough one to shake. It's christmas, confessedly, and everyone is suposed to be happy smiling and laughing, but I find it a bit hard when not knowing whether this monkey on my back decides to let go or not. I rather it did